Sunday, June 11, 2006

My heart speaks out with pain!!

That I want thee, only thee -
let my heart repeat without end.
All desires that distract me, day and night,
are false and empty to the core.

As these nights keep hidden in its gloom
the petition for light, even thus in the depth
of my unconsciousness rings the cry -
I want thee, only thee.

As the storm still seeks its end in peace
when it strikes against peace with all its might,
even thus my rebellion strikes against thy love
and still its cry is - I want thee, only thee.


Gitanjali by Rabindranath Tagore.

3 comments:

Sree said...

Hmmm... I know it hurts but please think of the best things in your life. Life is worth a lot more than wasting it in sorrow and pain. There is a lot of pain and anger around you, you are too lucky to be escaping with this little. Believe me it is easy if you focus on something else..

It will take some time but you will bounce up higher and stronger.

Chaitu said...

Hmmm ... I will bounce back ... no doubt about it. It is just that I dont find the necessity for it ... what is there in it? Nothing is going to change ...

Walking down the roads, watching people in life and celluloid will always remind of what it could have been and how wonderful it had been ... nothing is going to change and just because it was not so I am not going to kill those wonderful memories which are I have left. Anyways, I am touched that you care about me ... dont care too much about me ... I wont change and will probably hurt you ... so you will be better off if you leave me alone. Its not that I want to hurt you or something ... it is just that I am hurting and I realized that I may never heal ... thats all.

Sree said...

forget the trouble period bacchoo... blog on your sweetheart.. Nissan!! waiting for a good one on it ;-).