Saturday, August 26, 2006

An apt end to my short lived public life!

It is been a while again ... as usual there were too many things going on and I was trying to get into everything possible. I dont know how things worked out but I guess things are going to be ok ... at least I hope so.

Continuing from where I left off ... the company HR has not responded for more than a week - I sent out a stinging mail yesterday and then she called up. Why do people have to wait until things are going real bad or they are not good at all? Why can not they do it when they can do it properly without creating too much mess? I guess too much s*** in life that people end up being that way right from childhood and they dont change. Or maybe I dont have my priorities right. I dont know - am waiting eagerly to see how my life will turn out. [:D]

I have not spoken to my family or friends for a long time ... I am now almost getting back to my normal life after a brief stint in the spotlight. I dont know if I am glad that I am doing this or I would rather be in the limelight. I guess I have a lot of soul searching to do. I somehow ended up taking the responsibility of the new people and to see that they get what they need and they meet at least a few seniors here in CS so that they have someone to ask advice or make friends. I dont know how far I was successful but people have gone ahead to make it a great success (at least in my opinion). I am happy about it and now am free of all that. There is nothing more that I have to do.

Now that my short lived public life has ended, I am trying to piece my life back. I dont know if I will be able to make it to San Diego or not but I really hope that I can. That would be a wonderful thing to happen to me at least. I will be away from here and all the devils that have been sitting on my head will not have much chance to pester me [:D]. Hope that I can handle all the devils without too many problems, but knowing myself I am scared s******* and I hope that things dont get screwed up. I dont want history repeating itself in any form or anything that would take a new path but with the same result.

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