Looking forward to life ahead ...

Now that I believe the worst period is past and having hurt one of my best friends (who I believed was a best friend, no longer sure now), all I can say I am being optimistic. I am looking forward to life ahead ... the summer semester seems to be going well thankfully inspite of all these stupid emotional interruptions.

I actually had indeed become studious ... can not believe it myself! That is such a wonderful thing.

Surprises all the way!!

You know there are times when you wonder about the people you think you know so well, do I really know them? I am kind of faced with this situation and now wonder did I really make such a poor choice in friends? Well, I really dont know ... am stumped as to what to do ...

Why is it that people always want to take something and never return it ... be it emotional support, or material things or whatever? Where do they disappear when you need them the most and they are aware of it ... sometimes it makes me sick! I dont know what to believe ... whether to really believe that they did indeed do what they did or believe that all that happened was as it happened - a big goof up somehow.