Hmmm ... this is one thing I can go on and on for hours. I dont know where to start. I see people everyday that are so busy doing things that they think are so important and only time will show them how important they are ... or is that just me. I somehow happen to think that the whole word is so screwed up or rather the people have different priorites.
Nowadays honesty, honor, integrity etc dont seem to hold any water. All that people can think of is how can I get something out of this? I dont know how people end up that way - I mean when they are kids, they are not so selfish nor mean, which basically means that something went wrong or rather people have had some experiences which made them the way they are. I may be wrong in this conclusion, but I dont believe so.
Coming to me, I am always lonely - I dont know why. I mean I have friends and know quite a few people but I miss only a few of them. I get attached to them and I need to talk to them very frequently, know what is going on in their life so on and so forth. I dont know why but that is a huge requirement for me - I just can not be without doing that. But then what is wrong in showing that you need them or in other words being needy? Well, everyone needs something to keep them going forward in their lives - for some it is money, for some it is their jobs, for some it is the opinion that public has of them and so on ... for me it is the people around me and the people that touch my heart. You might questions me - what of your parents? They are always part of my life and I dont think I can live even for a few minutes without them. It is just that I dont express the need for them and my sister ... I always wondered why? Why is it that I look for other people's love and affection when I can get all that from my family. I guess I will have to find an answer for that soon enough ...
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